Day 9 Wednesday

Wednesday was a good day up at till mid afternoon.

I feel energised and full of life. the products i am using are just amazing. they keep me full, satisfied and not craving anything. so as i say

AWESOME Day...

Untill i got home in the evening and i had a bit of a bad attack with the bulimia... i went to town earlier in the day and heard some nasty comments from some youngsters and was thinking about them and stupidly reached for a 500g galaxy bar. (with 2 lines gone) and took it to bed as i was feeling sorry for myself.

all of it gone, not because i was hungry... i wasnt... i dont think i even enjoyed it to be honest... but bulimia is hard to explain. you get these "feelings" and they kind of take over.

so yeah. not such a good evening.

But today is Thursday Day 10. and i am feeling optimistic and will try not to let you guys down again.

B xxxxx

Day 8 Tuesday

Tuesday went well. I had my shakes as planned, a few snacks and lots of water.

generally a success I Have LOST 2lbs this week and im a happy girl xxxx

Day 7 Monday

So I have been on this new 120lbs journey for a week. and i have officially lost weight so i am feeling gooooooooooooooooood.... not as much as i wanted to but something is better than nothing.

I was 16.12 and i am now 16.10 so TWO Lbs GONE wooop Woop.

i will measure myself later and put the results in my next blog.

Yesterday was an awesome day nothing to report which needs to change i had 2 shakes and i have a snack of melon, mango and pineapple mix.

and then a gorgeous vegetable casserole style dish. and a line of galaxy. THATS iT!!!

How much does This diet rock... even though i had things i shouldnt of this week. HERBALIFE! STILL HELPED ME LOSE 2LBS

Bianca is a happy girl

XXXXXX

Day 6 Sunday.

Yesterday was quite tough... or perhaps i need to be more tough on myself. i feel as though because i have outwardly spoken about my feelings and goals my bulimic feelings are creeping in alot. and i need to re-introduce my calming techniques i used to use... What do you think?

we spent the day at my mums to have our last day with my cousins partner before he leaves this morning .... in about an hour actually back to the states....what i had yesterday was ONE Herbalife shake,

a small peice of french baguette about 2 inch thick so small. and a peice of brie. and a cheese roll.

then our sunday roast i had 3 spoonfuls of caulifour cheese 3 roast spuds lots of green bean and carrots and 2 yorkshire puddings. and a 2nd of 2 scoopsof cauli cheese....is that bad?

i have an inch square of pudding i was proud of that... so when i look back at that its not too bad but when i woke up to get my son a bottle at 3am i could help myself and had a line of galaxy... i feel really guilty for that...i felt like i failed myself.

im trying to be rational and think thats not excessive amount just not the best choices,maybe.

So again monday is today and i have Already drunk 1 litre of water and had a shake and ill stay focused... i dont want to let you all down so i will do it... xxxxxxxxxx

Day 5 Saturday

So how about yesterday...

much of a muchness really.

i had my 2 shakes like planned. and had wholemeal pasta and vegetables and sauce for dinner. i was a bit naughty and had a snack of crisps and then after dinner watching X-Factor Mark my gorgeous Fiance bought me a twin pack of galaxy chocolate..

i gave 1 line to my little girl, Gabriella. and i broke up 2 lines and put it in the bowl for me... it lasted the WHOLE night and i didnt go back for more... THAT i was serious proud of...

I am going to my mums house for the last meal with my cousins boyfriend (sophia's daddy) as he goes home to USA tomorrow morning. we are having a sunday dinner ... obviously being a vegeterian i wont be eating the meat but i will do my best by picking the healthier option.. the test will be if there cauliflouer cheese... haha.

but i will fill you in later.

GOAl for today... 3 Litres of Water... and fruit for snacks instead of biscuits ...

WIsH ME LUCK xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Day 4- Friday

first of all let me apologise fornot writing yesterday about fridays day. The last couple days has been okay had some trials but also some triumphs too.

I had my Herbalife shakes and tablets they have continued to make me feel AMAZING!!!!...really loads of energy and general sense of wellbeing.

so breakfast i had a shake with 250mls of semi skimmed milk and a small banana blended it was lovely and think just like a milkshake should be haha.

mid morning i had a bowl of boiled veg and vegetable stock was YUM!!!

lunch another shake and mid afternoon i had a hand full of doritos and a small biscuits. not the best of snacks but i was proud of the fact i only had small portion of each instead of the whole packets... go me.

I have been doing well up untill dinner where we went to visit my new born neice, Sophia..


Isnt she gorgeous. and we had a dreaded takeaway. i had a bowl of vegetable curry without rice and had a naan bread with it and 1 popadom... even though i didnt exactly make a good choice i could of done a hell of a lot worse...

so i am trying not to beat myself up about it...

so Thats FRIDAY done xxxx

day 3- Thursday

Today has been a day of much amazment. I didnt realise that my story would be so much of an interest to people...*Smiles*

In terms of my weight loss today have been a good day and i am really pleased so far. It is 4pm. i know i have the evening to come but i feel strong and positive. I have had my 2 shakes so far and i got peckish so i had some steamed vegetables with veg stock.. it was really tasty. i think i may write down recipes and publish them online... what do you think?

I have had 2 litres of water so far and a handful of doritos... instead of the WHOLE BAG.... go me!!!!

I promised i would take my measurements... and i have... please dont laugh.

Chest - 124.5cm
Abdnominal - 135cm
Waist - 110cm
Left Thigh - 66cm
Right Thigh - 66cm

MY GOAL for today... stay positive & drink 3 litres of water...
result - stayed positive - and only 1 litre away.

My Goal for tomorrow. - 3 litres water.... and no doritos.

fIngers Crossed.

B xxxx

Day 2

Yesterday was my 2nd day focused on my LAST120lbs.!!!!


it was an awesome productive day and really proud of my self for achieving what i have done so far and all im about to achieve in the future.

The picture on the left is me before my weight loss... i am not at my biggest i was about a size 30 and weight about 21stones... i went up to a size 38 and to 29stone...
The picture below is a picture of me a few months ago with 220lbs gone... and to date i have lost 230lbs







I have given myself a goal of losing 7lbs this week.

I weigh 16.12 so i want to get to 16.5 woop woop.

ill update you later with measurements

B xxx

My Journey... So far

Hey Everyone,

My Name is Bianca-Trish, i am 27 years old and live in west yorkshire with my fiance and 2 children. The reason i am here is to do a documentation of my weight loss.

Ever since I was a little girl around the age of 9 I have suffered from Bulimia Nervosa the eating disorder. I have been overweight all my life and went through extreme bullying right from nursery school through to high school, college and into the work place. To the point I tried to end my life 6 times in my teens, I found it extremely hard dealing with school, and social environments for over 17 years.

I was classed as clinically obese at only 11 and told I would not be able to have children easily because of Pcos when I was just 16. The only thing that has ever made me feel good about my self has been my music. I have loved singing, writing songs and poetry for as long as I can remember and doing this gave me a sense of security as you cant see music… no one can
ridicule you if they cant see you! That’s what I thought anyway.

When I was 18 I moved 150 miles away to South Devon with no friends or family I felt scared, alone, isolated and very depressed. I worked very part time at a local CO-OP 5 minute walk away, yet physically I could not walk up and down stairs let alone down the hill to the supermarket where I would pack shelves. So I would take a taxi twice a day spending nearly as
much as I earned.

I was at the biggest I have ever been weighing 29stone and wore a size 38 in dress, I had many health issues including osteoarthritis, IBS, PCOS, Manic depression, extreme menstrual cramps. One of the days after writing a new song I decided to take the plunge and send a demo tape off to some producers in the area. The following day to my surprise I had a phone call from an excited producer who was based over an hour away. He asked me to go as soon I could down to the studio to record as he said I had a lot of potential. So I took the day off work, travelled to his studio and was thinking that I could FINALLY be getting my break. My life may finally have meaning.

I walked up the path and knocked on the door shaking, I was soo anxious and excited at the same time. When he opened the door and realised who I was he looked me up and down then laughed in my face as he said “I wont sign you, your TOO FAT!” & slammed the door. I was heart broken I didn’t know what to do I froze I felt like my world was crumbling down around me and I could even run round to my mums house,.

I went back to my apartment with the intention to finish things once and for all. I sat looking at photographs and starting thinking about my mum and the amazing things she had achieved with Herbalife. My phone rang and it was my mum I started to cry and begged for her help. She sent some products and I started them straight away.

I felt a difference in my energy after only 2-3 days I even walked to work. It felt amazing. I lost an incredible 150lbs and many
dress sizes.

Today after taking a 5 year break to have my TWO CHILDREN after being told I would be able to naturally and getting engaged to my fiancé Mark. I have been back on the products since December 2007 and I have lost 80lbs…

so in total 230lbs and still counting and that is why i am here.

120lbs to go... Day 2 Day wish me luck... see ya tomorrow xxxx


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